On May 30th 2007 @ 7:14am a piece of my heart died! My baby girl went to heaven that morning. Shennie you were on this earth for a very short period of time, 23 months was not enough for me. I love you and need you more than words can say. My heart is bleeding, because I can't get used to the fact that I will never hold you, or kiss you, or see your beautiful smile. You were my everything. My whole life consisted of caring for you... and I loved taking care of you. No sacrifice was too difficult or too tough for me... I did what I had to do to keep you alive with all the love and joy in my heart sweetie... and if I could do it all again.... I would do it in a heartbeat.
You were my reason for living and now I am lost without you. I know that you're in heaven... because that is where angels belong, and you're and angel now... the prettiest of all angels. I also know that you are completely healed and happy and knowing that brings me some level of peace.
I feel so empty and lonely without you. I miss sitting with you every afternoon on the recliner, where you and I sat quietly cuddled up together, you layed on my chest and I hugged you and kissed you and smelled your hair, and we always fell asleep together.
Shennie I don't think I will ever get used to not having you with me anymore. I miss you so much! Shennie I promise you that we will be together one glorious day... my sweet little angel!
Shennie I will Love you and miss you for all eternity. You were my inspiration and will continue to be my inspiration, my hero my angel.
I will never stop loving you or missing you Shennie!
Quietly I'm remembering you
in the silence of my heart.
Each thought of you, a treasure
while we are now apart.
At times I'm filled with longing;
Your face I'd love to see,
To feel your warmth, to hear your voice,
to have you here with me.
But God has a plan; He created you
and numbered all your days.
May he hold you in His loving arms
and surround me with His grace.
With the hope of reunion in Heaven one day,
I entrust you to His care.
Cherished memories of you live on in my heart.
Your life is a gift we share... Till we meet again Shennie!
12-31-2007
